It mixed up. I’m holding it too long. The wall is not strong as I expected. Tonight is the moment when the wall is broken. I thought I am strong but I am not. There is a time, i just want my mommy’s arms. and cry all night long.

I’m the one who made the decision, I have/must take these risks.

If you dont know the whole story, dont you ever try to judge. Please.

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Papa knows best. Sekarang aku tau, cinta pertama aku itu papa. He always be. I’m super grateful to have a father like him. Papa tau gimana cara buat anak-anaknya bahagia. Dari kita kecil, papa pasti ngasih surprise kecil-kecilan buat kita saat pulang kerja. Sampai sekarang pun masih seperti itu. Walaupun papa kelihatannya orang yang pemarah, tapi sebenarnya papa humoris. Sangat humoris. Hihi.

Semoga Allah SWT memberikan kesehatan buat papa dan mama juga :) Syafira always loves you, ma, pa. I always do.